
I just couldn't say a thing and he began to tell me how important my role was, what an inspiration it was. And you have to understand we were in the middle of the Civil Rights Movement, people were regularly being attacked by dogs, and marchers were being hosed on the television every night, real life things, and here I am in this futuristic thing on TV and he was so complimentary, he told me "I was so important and the way you have created this role," and I am just looking at him and looking at him and I remember I just kept hoping he'd never stop talking. Because his voice is just... you know the voice. And I finally just start saying, thank you so much Dr. King and I am shaking his hand and still shaking from nervousness and I said thank you so much and I am really going to miss my co-stars.
And at this his face totally changed, and he said "What are you talking about?!" and so I told him I would be leaving the show, because; and that was as far as he let me go, and he said, "STOP! You cannot! You cannot leave this show! Do you not understand what you are doing?! You are the first non-stereotypical role in television! Of intelligence, and of a woman and a woman of color?! That you are playing a role that is not about your color! That this role could be played by anyone? This is not a black role. This is not a female role! A blue eyed blond or a pointed ear green person could take this role!" And I am looking at him and looking at him and buzzing, and he said, "Nichelle, for the first time, not only our little children and people can look on and see themselves, but people who don't look like us, people who don't look like us, from all over the world, for the first time, the first time on television, they can see us, as we should be!
As intelligent, brilliant, people! People in roles other than slick tap dancers, and maids, which are all wonderful in their own ways, but for the first time we have a woman, a WOMAN, who represents us and not in menial jobs, and you PROVE it, this man [Gene Rodenberry] proves and establishes a precedent that validates what we are marching for because three hundred years from today there we are, and there you are, in all our glory and all your glory! And you CANNOT leave!"
And I did not leave.
First, you must read this article from scifiwire.com: http://scifiwire.com/2010/01/the-true-story-of-how-dr.php
Don't worry.
I will wait.
As a white, middle-class, college educated, science fiction loving, God following man born in the early 1970s, this article leaves me tangled. My heart is humming in resonance with the core of the message here, but the details are historical fact rather than personal experience. Still, there are a few themes that stick with me.
First, I have a deeper appreciation for the work of Dr. King. That he loved Star Trek humanized my imagination of him. That he saw the gender issue as well as the racial issue deepens my appreciation for the breadth of his vision. Speeches and newspaper articles have taught me the historical detail, but an anecdote like this one reveals the heart of the man. Dr. King seems less distant in history to me now.
Second, it reminds me of C.S. Lewis' beliefs about story: that themes and ideas that are too big for this world are better played out in another. When the current world could not accept the simple truth that God made us equals, Star Trek painted a future where everyone knew it. Yes, Star Trek still held on to some female stereotypes (hello crazy uniforms and alien ladies for Kirk to conquer), but it is good to know that the vision was Equality and the rest was probably a cultural vocabulary coloring the telling.
The truth is, my cultural context distances me from the reality of the Civil Rights movement. I have understood it, in part, and related to it as historical fact, not a front row seat to what long-coming, long-overdue justice looks like. Any discrimination I may have experienced in my life doesn't even register on the scale of what the Civil Rights movement resisted. It is a world I can barely imagine, but know to be true.
In the same way, fairy tales and science fiction open my eyes to a world where justice prevails, good triumphs, evil is vanquished, and truth is real enough to hold in your hand. I can barely imagine it, but I know it to be true.
So for those of you who think that Science Fiction is all about robots and lasers, please understand that there can be so much more to it. Good writing and great stories give me handles for ideas too big for this world. What does it mean to be equals? What does courage look like? Is there any cost too great for seeing justice done? I can wrestle with these thoughts because of great stories.
And for those of us who love to do the thinking part, but fall short on action, I hope we find the courage to let the big ideas of our favorite stories spill over into real life. I hope that we can dare to try and bring that idealized future one a little bit closer to today's reality.
As a great man once said, "I have a dream..."